The title explains it all really… I’m knackered, shattered, drained, exhausted and generally dead…
Its an interesting feeling really… not quite in my body yet not quite out of it either, I feel almost disengaged from most of the world and its various stimuli…
This is how I’ve felt for the past 2 months… every day and night… it’s a depressing thought but something that anyone and everyone who’s ever had or is close to someone who’s had CFS/ME will know well. It’s the most common symptom… it usually combines with something called ‘Brain Fog’ which is essentially where the brain just fogs up and you can’t think at all… not good to have in the middle of an exam or 10pm the night before an essay is due….
People tend not to believe in CFS as its not a condition that they can see… on the outside the person can look perfectly fine but on the inside they’re practically dead, can’t think, feel sick and are about to collapse. There are some signs people can notice, such as an almost zoning out or in some cases, head on a desk snoring…
I’m trying hard not to turn this into a rant but if I don’t stop this line of thinking now it will become one…
I want to tell you all about an exciting project that I’m beginning that puts most other film projects out of the window for a short while and then hopefully for a much longer while early next year… but I can’t without giving to much away… when I’ve sorted the Scriptwriter I’ll blog about it… sufficient to say that the title is
M.E
I quite like it myself… here’s some concept poster art I did to kill time…
Much Love My Friends
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